But it's not as though anyone else ever cared me either. That oaf Jack used my near-death as little more than a stepping stone to win Maddie over and whisk her away. That was all I ever was to him, or anyone else for that matter--because nobody deigned to so much as ask after me while I spent years at death's door.
This was my one chance to undo all of that, take fate by the reins and get what I deserved for once.
[ He scoffs and stares into his empty shot glass. He refuses to say it, to acknowledge it and make it real, but there's a sadness there, at the fact that it's past tense. It was his chance--but now he's dead, he's lost, and all of this was for naught. ]
In that scenario...yes. The wish would have made it easier, given me back decades of my life that were destroyed...but if I were to return to my life as it was before I came here, I would keep working towards my goals as always.
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[your incel love...]
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But it's not as though anyone else ever cared me either. That oaf Jack used my near-death as little more than a stepping stone to win Maddie over and whisk her away. That was all I ever was to him, or anyone else for that matter--because nobody deigned to so much as ask after me while I spent years at death's door.
This was my one chance to undo all of that, take fate by the reins and get what I deserved for once.
[ He scoffs and stares into his empty shot glass. He refuses to say it, to acknowledge it and make it real, but there's a sadness there, at the fact that it's past tense. It was his chance--but now he's dead, he's lost, and all of this was for naught. ]
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I see. [Okay, maybe Vlad can have a teeny tiny speck of sympathy, as a treat.] If we get out of this place...what are you going to do?
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It depends on what sort of circumstances we arrive to, doesn't it?
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Do you just move on with your life?
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And your goals, being?